//. aloneHEARTLESS*

Thursday, July 05, 2007

2 months nv update my blog le
sorry everyone..
hahax lost contact with some of my frens..
very very sorry..
its been very bz ever since holiday been pass a week ago..
everyday sch and work..
sometimes too tired and lazy to go to school
hahax..

i will change my blogskin and update the blog soon
=)

2:37 AM...i'm all alone

6 Monday, May 07, 2007

Very long nv blog..
partly is becoz i cant think of something to write nowadays..
and also this week spiderman 3 started screening..
almost everyday need to went back to work after school..
weekends also abt work..
hahax tired but high
think my bro enjoy the most..
can use comp everyday w/o me this big bro disturbing
hahax

ever since i started working..
hardly got the time and mood to play dota..
alrdy cant get enuff slp..
dun even wanna bother abt dota..
hahax going to become a noob soon =X
got time then brush up my skills..

last week blog song is "Wo shi zhen de hen ai hen ai ni"
by jerry
hope u guys enjoy it

this week blog song will be...
"chan hai"
by jay
not released song in any of his album
im learning to sing his rap
so cool hahax =)
enjoy~

残骸（又名：心灵交战）歌词：
歌手：刘畊宏专辑：彩虹天堂
作词：刘畊宏　作曲：周杰伦　编曲：蔡科俊
说唱：周杰伦

现实的世界
早已经妥协放弃
再蜕变　变变
黑暗万变在计划
诱惑欺骗
心灵交战
持续不断各地在挑战
激昂愤慨因为爱想改变这世代
炫丽　影像　四散场面气派
幻像　假象　负面思想覆盖
一点一点试着控制这心态
谁能临危不乱你我去等待
梦已经被毁坏
拿什么重新灌溉
心已经被出卖
暴露破碎的内在
自由意志是武器也是要害
答案左右摇摆忽明忽暗界限不明白
心灵交战谁宣判这过犯
命定向天呼喊烈火无止尽的扩散
再惊险再震撼
谁能带我走过幽谷的地带
我怎么能　有希望
有期待　有未来
我怎么证明爱的存在
我怎么摆脱这纠缠
让无奈去掩埋残骸

Someone told me b4..
money is everything..
izzit true?

Money isn't everything..
It can buy a bed - but not sleep
It can buy a clock - but not time
It can buy u a book - but not knowledge
It can buy u a position - but not respect
It can buy u a medicine - but not health
It can buy u blood - but not life
It can buy u sex - but not love

1:07 AM...i'm all alone

6 Tuesday, April 24, 2007

This week blog song special
"Xing" by Youme
from the movie
"200 pound beauty"
please turn on ur speakers =)
its a very nice and touching song
the movie is funny and nice
worth watching *thumbs up*
enjoy this song~

10:24 PM...i'm all alone

Happy birthday to Maureen & Cheow teck!
hahax wish both of u all the best

hehe anyway lots of things happened nowadays
school has reopen for a week alrdy
sianx..
almost everyday can fall asleep in class..
hahax year 3 liao..
hahax sound so old sia
having FYP this year..
just do our best

This week de blog song is
"Liu Xing, Shen Ling, Yu"
by chen xiao dong
very nice song
enjoy

Today marked a special meaning
im so happy
zhen jie thanks for ur help at the carpark
i noe everyone helped alot
if u noe wad i mean ;)
i wont let u all down =)

8:55 AM...i'm all alone

6 Sunday, April 15, 2007

Time to blog..
Attachment is over..
now working as a part-timer
my grade for itp is a B
hahax time to sort out my mood
and get rdy for school again..
back to a no-life-daily-routine thingy again
dam i hate it..
sch is never something i will look forward to
*timetable suxs

sorry nowadays very lazy to blog..
too many mixed feelings sometimes
and i dunnoe why..
am i really a complex person?
i nv notice that..well..
maybe..

anyway this week de blog song is
Ming Ming Hen Ai Ni
by pin guan and liang jing ru
enjoy

Today i from 5am sleep to 5pm afternoon..
woah so cool sia..
i actually wanna continue to sleep de..
but i dun wanna waste half of my day on my bed..
sigh..nowadays easy to get tired
then will just keep quiet
and quiet is not emo
is just dun feel like talking thats all..

Too long nv have any proper sleep
last week is so so so tiring..
especially going to work after chalet..
and i cant believe i sleep infront of patron omg sia..
hahax funny sight..
thanks christina for waking me up =X
that night rain heavily..super nice weather
reach home immediately bathe and sleep

The 3days 2night chalet wasnt good
i still feel bad for somethings
Alot of things happened
haix just forget it
last week is wee tong & chua sai de birthday hahax
very sad cs nv come for the chalet..
hahax
anyway its been a very long time since i really emo at the beach le..
so calm so peaceful..
but sad we didnt see the sunrise

7:18 PM...i'm all alone

6 Monday, April 02, 2007

Last week totally rox
alot of things happened..
but its alright now
i guess..

last thursday went to get a hair cut
coz alot of ppl say i look like gal
so sad sia..
even patrons said that..
and that patron say i have beautiful hair
hahax wad sia..
then watch "becoz i said so" with huie & lyndy
hahax the dog very cute sia
if u got watch the show u will understand why..
after that went to k box
with the gals..
im the only guy..
hahax just high along with them
from 10pm to 3am
then went to mac and rot..
very tired..
then took cab home..
friday liao 7am slp 8am woke up getting rdy for work
candy opening alone with only 1 hr of slp..
seriously can die..tahan till 1+ SK comes
woah torturing also..
keep asking me to top up things..
sianx argh..
wait for simon to finish his box stuff
he brought me down to li wei de chalet at downtown
play and rot till night..

Think most of u guys noe wad happened to me recently
theres nth much to say abt it..
im alrdy lazy to repeat e story
hate to recall that bloody & painful experience
those childish ass will have wad they deserve one day
after that incident my right eye totally cant see..
total blurness..
was able to stay clam..but i cant walk straight
back of my head was hit also
really unforgettable was my hand was covered with my own blood
i think it was really terrible & scary
can feel one trembling..
went to changi hospital with christina ,zhi hua & lyndy
they glue the wound up..
got my medicine..
then went back to chalet..
now i understand this sentence
患难见真情
thanks to all..im touched..

Was worried abt how to tell my family
but now it was alright le
im ok also..
sorry chu teck i cant work with all e other itp students at cb tt day
till now i still haven got any proper & quality slp
now my right eye lid got one 1cm deep cut
and i repeat again it is not eye shadow!
its blue black and i dun think it looks attractive & mi ren
hahax

Cont to high those wound cannot stop fun from coming..
hahax..
chalet over..
reached home..
got a hard time bathing..
my wound cant touch water..
sianx..
after that meet christina, huie, shi qi & crystal again
to watch movie..
go back grand to take my shoe for this coming tue mystery shopper talk
can go see ABS de xmm hahax
quite excited =P

Take care everyone

Anyways this week de blog song is
Bi Wo Xing Fu by Chen Xiao Dong
Enjoy ^^

1:46 PM...i'm all alone

6 Sunday, March 25, 2007

Lazy to blog these days..
sch is starting soon
i guess our timetables are out
but i just cant seem to rmb my password for my sas
crap..got to wait till monday so i can contact school
aw that just sucks..haix

Happy birthday to Ying
today is her 19th birthday!
hahax yesterday went out with her, jessie & her frens + Kc
to marina south having steamboat
it was fun but dunnoe why i have been thinking abt something de whole day
and i dunnoe wad im thinking =S
just can seem to focus on that day
anyways thanks jes for helping me to get that present
hahax i like it hope she like it as well
i got the left half "Friends Always"
hahax anyway hope she can get a better guy
alot of things happened nowadays
at least i can see that she is willing to change for the better

Life is always de same..
today then i know that my dad has gone back to thailand
well he left w/o saying a bye
it has always been liddat for years
sigh my mood wasnt very good

Alot of things in life are just not meant to be
nowadays alot of ppl asking me the same qn
my actions and words are contradicting one another
i also dunnoe why..
i dunnoe how to explain..
i dunnoe how to answer..
theres no point doing something u noe wont succeed
when u noe u'll just end up getting hurt

Tired..
school arrangement using our holidays for attachment
all i can say is 2 words "it sux"
not even 1 week holiday for us..
bah ever since started working in gv
life becomes a little more colourful as compare to my dull & grey world
everyday i seem like rushing
very soon its gonna be 2 months

well take care everyone

7:36 AM...i'm all alone

6 Monday, March 19, 2007

This week blog song is
"Way back into love"
From the movie "Music & Lyrics"
by Hugh Grant

Way Back into Love Lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Enjoy

10:47 AM...i'm all alone