//. aloneHEARTLESS*

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Recently got nothing much to talk about so i didnt blog so often..plus i do not have the mood..sleepless nights gave me watery eyes nowadays..haix..not enuff sleep..anyways there is nothing much happened during these couple of days..ytd night just quarrel with my brother..why is he so selfish? why cant he think and spare a thought for others?..sometimes i just cannot stand it..sigh..i dont like my brother..he always give me an attitude and doest even respect me as his brother..Why?Why?Why?..i try being a good brother..i noe i am not good enuff..but it is not important anymore..i dont wanna care..guguji has once chatted with me about my brother..i said before it is hard to hate someone..maybe i am wrong..forgiving someone that you hate is even harder..my brother's attitude is totally same as my father..and i also dont like my father..both attitude totally sux..and they doesnt have a sense of responsibility in them..sometimes i dont even feel like going back home. Being the eldest need to hold so many responsibility..sigh..think thats all i wanna share..

11:38 AM...i'm all alone